Smog (The Ardelean Bloodline Book 5) by Sarah Jaeger
Author:Sarah Jaeger [Jaeger, Sarah]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Bearly Contained Romance
Published: 2024-07-25T00:00:00+00:00
Chapter 46
Henri
Deacon and I took turns in the shower. It seemed like he wanted to join me, but something stopped him, and Iâm not sure if Iâm happy or sad about that. Itâs a battle between jumping into another relationship, which my wolf wholly supports, or taking things slow and trying to date Deacon, whatever that might mean.
Whatever I choose, though, based on Deaconâs behavior, heâs not in a hurry to rush me. Which I appreciate.
Then why does it feel like he doesnât want us? my wolf argues.
I try telling her to shut up again, my own thoughts getting ahead of me.
Iâm finishing drying my hair when Deacon emerges from the closet, completely dressed and ready to go. Heâs wearing the same band T-shirt from the first day that we worked together. The difference is he swapped out black skinny jeans for dark blue bootcuts today.
He leans against the doorframe, watching me, but itâs not the menacing glare that Nathan would wear as he rushed me. Deaconâs just watching, his gaze contented with a curious head tilt.
I finish at my own pace before turning to look at him and gesturing to the clothes he brought me. âI look okay? Itâs not my usual style.â
âMore than okay.â Deacon nods.
The clothes donât smell like anyone else. Theyâre too small to be Thaliaâs, and while they seem like something Lena might casually wear, Iâm still not certain theyâre hers. The colors are lighter, more neutrals and pastels.
âYou bought these for me, didnât you?â
âYeah, Hen.â He rubs his hand across the back of his neck. âAfter the second time you came here, I got some stuff for you to keep here. While I wouldnât want you to be back here under the same circumstances, it was wishful thinking that youâd ever wear them.â
âAre you . . .â His face is turning a little pink. âAre you embarrassed?â
âYeah, I kinda am. Itâs like being caught with your hand in the cookie jar. I hoped youâd be here, and you are. Busted. Didnât think itâd ever go quite like this though.â I step toward him, and Deacon offers me his hand. âCome on, the yarn places wait for no one.â
âWe donât ââ
âI want to. Please donât fight me.â Deacon tips his head. âWeâre in this super awkward place where we donât know what weâre doing and how to define what we are to each other. But one thing is for sure, Iâd really like to spoil you more than a little bit. Besides, I didnât get you a birthday present while I was out of the country.â
With a sigh, I accept, putting my hand in his. âOkay. But letâs not go over the top?â
Deacon just smiles. âI have no idea what youâre talking about. Iâm the criteria by which all over-the-topness is measured.â
He leads me out the door to the garage, grabbing our jackets on the way, and into the heated garage. I climb in when he opens the passenger door for me. Once Iâm buckled, he drapes my jacket over my lap and closes the door.
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